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Assalamualaikum and good day lovelies!~ :)

Alhamdulillah  dan syukur.

Though siang tadi aku macam pause sekejap, sebab rasa macam pressed down. tertekan dengan hal ehwal rumah. entah apa aku fikir, entah apa yang menekankan aku. aku tak tahu.

bila dah diam,sambil layan senak perut, aku spend masa untuk koreksi emosi.

salah satunya... berkenaan luahan perasaan student. cikgu, saya terdengar perbualan mak saya dan kawannya. katanya dia lebih suka saya tak ada kawan, sebab bila tak ada kawan, saya boleh perform study.

Well, kids. I had the same experience, and you triggered me. but it's okay ,kita practice cara nak solve, since we are adult now.

i said, its hurt kan. we need friends. we need social life. we need interaction with friends. 

just talk with them, create beautiful bond with them.

as for me.....

a bit susah to mingle with jiran ni... aku sendiri yang not open to talk with them..

but i have so many options to talk with my new coding teammates, my fyp students, lecturers, practice interaction with human..

and most of all, i need to care about my food intake. 

i am thinking to buy chicken je ni...sebab terinspirasi dengan lina's plate. 

so far, ayam, timun and also lettuce. ok kot ya..

so nak stop garam gula, and start focus on exercise.... 

erm...i think, i have to start with exercise.. and manage time proper.....

its time to focus on myself and to walk my talk.

 yes, i can do this....!!!

ok malam ni, malam ni wajib tengok second vid iqbal. hantar jurnal.

then baru i boleh tido.

esok pagi, wake up with a dose of coffee. i'm intend to buy coffee... coffee apa yang sedap ya...

 or maybe i could try, cold brew coffee ;)

pape jer la. 

ok, masih serabut ni. hai yaiyaiii..

kk  fokus vid.